The Drug Which Doesn't Kill.

Friday, April 11, 2008.

3:40 PM

yoyoyo... here to post bout todae hehe...
ps veri long nvr post liaos...

haix... today emo-ed almost whole day bah...
most of u all would want to noe y i emo rite??
here's an ans: i and her break liaos...
hahas...
yest recieved her msg... then is like wad the lors...
i felt that my heart is so numb...
i feel like crying but i can't...
i felt like i'm dreaming...
in the end everything is real... haix...
i cried b4 slping yest and todae...
didnt noe wad the prob lies...
mayb its becos of our communication ba... we talk to each other in class veri little...
i noe that u like to be independant...
but i felt that i'm so useless whenever i fail to like make euu happy and help u carry something...
i feel like crying... but i have to hold back my tears...
i've always tried to continue this relationship...
at first i thought i would not love euu so much...
but the longer i am with euu i felt that i am loving euu more...
but u said that the longer it drag the painer it will b...
i don't understand...
but, in the end it still ended... haix...
u said u're stressed, i asked euu if it was neville they all di siao euu...
euu said no... i really don understand... haiish...
no use regretting le... and i felt that half of the prob still lies with me...
and mayb after reading this post, u may not like it or wad...
not matter wad happens, i will b by ur side...
i love like i always do...
loving each other doesnt mean we have to stead...
i may not put this relationship down so easily...
thought ppl says first love is always like this but i don't believe...
anyways...
the last word i have to say is that:
iLOVEu...

P.S: if u guys think that this is veri mushy or wadever u can don't read it... it's fine with me...

music. the drug everyone is addicted to. ~~music~~