The Drug Which Doesn't Kill.

Friday, January 27, 2012.

1:29 AM

Heyy.
Kinda rare for me to post here. Just wanna say some stuff out. And it happened again the stuffs that I typed were gone. Nvm I'll type again.

I read your blog. I asked you bout whether did I make you feel lonely and after thinking about it, it feels like a retarded question.

Reassurance.
I guess I didn't really understand what it means? Like in my opinion I think like maybe I have not given enough of it. Then it is my fault.
And you mentioned that you feel lonely too. Well, to be honest I felt a little hurt when I saw that you feel lonely and don't feel beautiful about yourself. It's just me that I didn't do what I'm suppose to do. I don't know what to say. Maybe I still have lots of things to learn about.

I feel really disappointed in myself. Disappointed in the fact that I made the other half in the relationship feel lonely. And worse thing is I don't know what to do. Damn.

I just want you to know that no matter what, I will give it my best shot. Love you. <3

~yC~

music. the drug everyone is addicted to. ~~music~~

Sunday, January 22, 2012.

10:42 AM

Hello! Time to post on my blog again!
Time really passes very fast. It's like we just started j2s life and so fast we may not be able to get used to. And at this point I fell asleep typing it. HAHA. Anyways just wanted to say j2 had been a hectic life so far. However, I enjoy it. One of the reason why is because you are here. It's because of you that keeps me going on to do those work and push through the night doing homework. Love you (:

Oh and hope that you had fun yesterday or enjoyed it. Well I enjoyed it everytime I'm with you (:
Bye!~~

music. the drug everyone is addicted to. ~~music~~

Sunday, January 15, 2012.

9:01 PM

Went to lib to study today. Had fun and quite productive actually. (: but something happened and you looked emo in the end. I guess it's really me again. I manage to screw things up everytime. Quarrelled over sending you home issue again. Really wished I could turn back time. And when I see you walking towards ur house should've hugged you from the back. But I guess its all too late. Just really hope that you can cheer up soon. Cheer up Kay? I'm sorry.

music. the drug everyone is addicted to. ~~music~~