yes i'm blogging. HAHA.

this maybe the last place where i would update. hahaha.

yup, 7th december 2011 is the date that we got together.

this post is i guess for what i have to say the day before.

Well, I know both of us are from different backgrounds and we are not able to behave like how we are in front of our friends. But you gave us a chance to show that we are able to work things out eventually, and I would not waste that chance that you've given us. You know on Tuesday I was like really afraid, afraid that you would not want to accept it after I asked. But that's not the main point, I'm afraid that the whole thing would be disappointing to you. Sometimes, I don't know how to express my feelings too yknow. I know that sometimes I'm not sweet enough to you and maybe I can't do those stuffs that are really sweet but I will try my best and learn along the way. I can't promise you that you'll always be happy when you are with me but I can promise you that I will do anything that can make you happy. I know you meant the same for me too. Yup. Oh and yesterday, I walked pass the wishing ball that is thrown into the water for the New Year's Resolutions, and I wrote what wish I really want it to come through. And it is for both of us to be happy together. Ya it may seem that I'm useless that I can't say all this infront of you because I don't really know how to say it. Maybe I'm just too scared which I also don't know why. haha. Anyways, I really hope that you enjoy your day on 7th December. (:

that's all for tonight, nights.

byes~~ (:

~yC~