Sunday, October 31, 2010.
11:38 PM
As today is still Sunday, no titles then.
Hello.
Today I wasted my time again, didn't really studied much.
Guess it's too late?
But I don't think so.
I just don't like the feeling of being look down and don't like other ppl to like instead of encouraging one, the person made things worse and in the end the one doesn't feel encouraged at all.
I know most of you wouldn't understand this, maybe some do I don't know.
But what I have to say is that seriously, what have I been doing this 4 years?
I realized that I am good in nothing.
When I hang out with Yih pin, nev, cm and Kenneth, I feel like I am the one who is good in nothing.
Yih pin, good in basketball, studies.
Nev, good in making ppl laugh and studies.
Cm needless to say studies too.
Kt, studies and also same as nev.
But me, I don't think I am good in anything.
Studies, shit.
Of course, some ppl when you see this you would say: well thats your fault cos you did not study hard enough.
Well, if that's what you think I hadn't been doing, you can stop reading right now.
I've tried.
But it's just...
Nvm. Time to sleep.
Maybe I'll wake up tmr feeling better. Hah.
Bye~
-Peace 0ut-
~yC~
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12:04 AM
STUDY TILL SIAO SUNDAY!
Okay hello.
I'm actually typing this on Saturday, but I bet that by the time I finished this post, it will be Sunday already.
Anyway, didn't really study much on saturday.
At least went for tuition, did some papers. Lol.
One week has past, it's like so fast. A little more relaxed now cos lesser subjects to handle.
For chemistry, I jut hope that I pass with a c6.
For math, of cos I hope to get a1 la.
A2 also not bad but a1 is better(:
English I really hope for b4, but don't mind a c5.
It's 12 am now. Haha.
Time passes really fast and I almost could not catch up with it.
It's like zoom, and one week has passed.
It's nearer to 12 nov. Nearer to the dates of the result of our 4 years's hard work.
Thinking bout it just makes me shiver.
Anyway, been thinking recently about what should I do after o levels.
Think should go play more basketball and tennis.
Really have the urge to play tennis lo. Haha.
Umm. Don't really have much to write.
Although I've been thinking,... Nvm I should think more.
Express more of my thoughts next time or should I say, next week? Haha.
~yC~
-Peace 0ut-
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Friday, October 22, 2010.
1:04 AM
Today's title is : found the mood to study Friday!
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1:03 AM
Hello! From now, I think every post i shall have a name for it and it shall start with the letter if that day like the muttons! Haha.
I think its cool and fun!(:
Anyway, just feel like updating so here to update.
This week went out to study fir the whole week. Don't know if it is good or not till the results of o lvl comes out, which is like so long. Haiish.
Still not much confidence in chemistry and physics. Umm.
Nev asked me out for lunch today, dk if I should go. Somebody tell me pls! I'm like half want to go and half don't want to go lo. Sian. Later than say ba.
That's all for now, gotta sleep now. It's 1 am le. Nights!(:
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010.
10:49 PM
Hello!
It's been a long time since I've posted on this blog.
It's like one month.
Prelims were not good for me.
Humans weren't up to my standard.
Haha.
It's been so long man.
4 yrs end just like that.
I remember that 4 yrs ago, all of us were sec 1 kids.
So immature and looking up to those seniors like what the juniors are doing now.
But in a good way, we finally grew up through these years.
Through different kinds of experiences, it allows us to learn many different stuffs.
Not only study but also other life long skills like maintaining friendships, leadership skills and many other stuffs.
Now, although it's only a few weeks to o lvls, I seriously feel not prepared. Esp science.although I have been doing papers, but I think it's too late. Something that I have thought about last night is that: after so long, I realize that not a single person truly understands what am I thinking. Correct me if I am wrong. But sometimes, I seriously feel very very lonely. I don't know why and dot ask me why. Maybe it's just too sensitive. Haha. But anyway, all the best to everybody taking O's (:
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