I am now posting on my blog using my laptop. It's been a long time since I've done that.

hmmm got the emo mood now, so gonna post something that may be emotional haha.

Let's start from today, well today was a tiring day, Chinese was alright, the selection was okay too.

nothing much to talk about, just that alot of things going through my mind right now.

i guess i've become a person who will appear to be great on the outside, but lots of things in the inside? i dont know why but previously i didn't want to share any of my feelings to anyone at all. But someone came and i think opened me up? haha. sounds stupid but that's what happened. i don't know whether i should post this here but no other place to say it out. but should i? well i guess not, maybe till u asked? haha. well fate is really an asshole, bring ppl together but just don't want both to be together. this really sucks. it's like the north pole and north pole come together but repels each other. lol. okay that's a bad example. HAHA. i heard ppl say that loving someone is to let them be happy right? i guess this is true and this might be the word that will get me through the period if u really leave like suddenly. Eventually things will be right and time might prove this ba. ahhhh dk what else to say la.

byes!~~

nights~~

~yC~

guess who's back? yes, it's mr koh ying chong!

haha. guess nobody's reading this shitzxc but anyways, still gonna post.

it's been ages and lots of things happened through this period of time.

for example today, i sort of quitted YOUth?

well, i feel that i am quite a burden for the team.

i realized that i have not done many things for the team for the previous event, PRESENTZ.

thinking back seriously, i have done nothing.

i dont know whether i have made a bad decision by doing this but, what done is already done.

i guess i will have more free time next time?

and hopefully YOUth would become a better organisation next time?

guess i gonna miss all those meetings and stuffs. oh wells.

academic wise, good enough to promote, but still haven't meet my expectations.

A for Math

C for Chem

E for Physics

U for Econs

B for Chinese

S for GP i guess?

well this allows me to promote, but expected better grades for econs and physics.

hmmm, in life there are certain stuffs that we are unable to achieve even though we have tried.

what done is done and no use crying over spilled milk.

you just gotta pick urself up and tell yourself that it's gonna be alright and continue moving on.

maybe that's what i've been doing all this time.

appears strong on the outside, but super weak in the inside.

so true, so true. haha.

today had some time singing in the council room.

it's been quite a while since i've stayed there till so late.

i guess the council is something that really change me.

it made me realise so much, that i miss HY council.

damm....

oh wells, guess it's past already.

now gotta wake myself up again to continue moving on, with a new life, a much more meaningful one.

sian, having flu again. zzz!

nvm that's all for today!

byes!~~