Friday, January 27, 2012.
1:29 AM
Heyy.
Kinda rare for me to post here. Just wanna say some stuff out. And it happened again the stuffs that I typed were gone. Nvm I'll type again.
I read your blog. I asked you bout whether did I make you feel lonely and after thinking about it, it feels like a retarded question.
Reassurance.
I guess I didn't really understand what it means? Like in my opinion I think like maybe I have not given enough of it. Then it is my fault.
And you mentioned that you feel lonely too. Well, to be honest I felt a little hurt when I saw that you feel lonely and don't feel beautiful about yourself. It's just me that I didn't do what I'm suppose to do. I don't know what to say. Maybe I still have lots of things to learn about.
I feel really disappointed in myself. Disappointed in the fact that I made the other half in the relationship feel lonely. And worse thing is I don't know what to do. Damn.
I just want you to know that no matter what, I will give it my best shot. Love you. <3
~yC~
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